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This is only a part of my entire testimony, but it is on my heart to share what I have written thus far:- “He Hath Founded It Upon The Seas” An autobiography/testimony Author: GOD Co-Author: Vanessa Alexandria May Randall (Anderson) And everyone WE love Prologue My name is Vanessa Alexandria Anderson. That is my birth given name. I was born on October 10, 1991 in Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands to a Caymanian mother and an American father. I was taken in by my foster family when I was 6 months old. Both me and my twin sister. My foster father’s name was Barry Victor Randall. He was born somewhere in the U.K., but met my foster mother at a party many years later when he happened to be visiting our island. They fell in love and the rest was history and they had 2 children of their own, but both had a child/children from their previous marriages. So sometime in 1991, I ended up at the home of my foster father, Barry & his wife and their 2 kids as well as a child from my foster mother’s previous marriage. So their family just grew 2 little sizes bigger. It was hard on them for obvious reasons, but they fell in love with us, and I, with them; However, my biological father was attempting to take us away from them. And in order to prevent this from happening, they went through the Juvenile Court of the Cayman Islands, along with the support of my birth mother and entered into a Memorandum Of Agreement on November 27th, 1994 so that we could not be taken away from them. And as I grew and became more aware, I knew they were not my biological family and even questioned them multiple times on it before they were ready to tell me. Eventually, they told me, but it did not matter. I loved them too with every part of me. I loved both of my families. If you think this is a fairytale or a Disney story, it is not that, but this story, my life story-it is even greater, because it is also my testimony to glorify our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. And it is also in remembrance of my loving father, my papa, Barry VICTOR Randall. May his soul rest in peace. In loving memory of “Nanny” May Randall. In loving memory of Donovan Ebanks and his mother, “Gammy”. In loving memory of Mark Luke. In loving memory of Jordan Anthony Ebanks. In loving memory of Stephen “Patchy” Ebanks. In loving memory of Pastor Al of Agape Church. In loving memory of Azriel “Aj” Grant. In loving memory of Grethel “Aunt G” Myrie. In loving memory of “Brother Bob”, beloved Pastor of Red Bay Church. For all of the ones WE LOVE (and LOST and FOUND). Acknowledgments Thank you to my birth mother. Thank you for putting the needs of me and my sister above your own. I know it still hurts you to this day, but I want you to know that I love you and I am grateful to you for the hard choice you had to make. I am sorry for the hard life you endured. I am sorry for my words and my actions, which caused you pain. May God bless you and keep you always. Peace be with you. To my biological father, thank you for making the trip to Florida all those years ago to provide the paperwork needed so that we could become American citizens. Thank you to my foster siblings and my foster mom for fighting to keep us because you loved us and wanted to protect us. No matter what, I will always love you and will always be grateful to you. And to the extended family, I love you too. To my Satellite Beach High School English teacher, Mr. Louis Thedy: thank you for believing in me and helping me to develop the confidence in my writing. Mrs. Frattarola: you were also very kind. I still have your "Cayman Classic” postcard that you gave to me when we said goodbye after our English class ended together in Satellite Beach High School. To all of my life teachers and all of my friends and family and the angels and kind strangers who helped me in my times of need, I wish I could name you all. Your names are all written in the book of life. Thank you. You have all played a role in OUR hiSTORY. God bless you and keep you always. Peace be with you. *See Cayman Islands Coat of Arms* (The image will not post into this text) Cayman Islands, BWI (an overseas British territory) "He hath founded it upon the seas" is a verse from Psalm 24 of the Bible. 
 The motto reflects the islands' Christian heritage and their connection to the sea.   The motto also acknowledges Cayman's seafaring history. Other features of the Cayman Islands' coat of arms: A golden lion symbolizing Great Britain (Papa/Jesus/God/A UNITED KINGDOM IN HEAVEN)
 Three green stars representing the three islands (33) (my current age); the holy trinity: Father, Son, Holy Spirit; 3rd and final life/awakening.
 White and blue wavy lines representing the sea  Hebrews 6:19-20 NIV. We have this hope as an anchor for the soul, firm and secure. It enters the inner sanctuary behind the curtain, where our forerunner, Jesus, has entered on our behalf. Psalm 23 A psalm of David. 1  The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing. 2   He makes me lie down in green pastures,
 He leads me beside quiet waters, 3  He refreshes my soul. 
He guides me along the right paths
    for His name’s sake. 4  Even though I walk
 through the darkest valley,[a]
 I will fear no evil,
 for you are with me;
 your rod and your staff,
 they comfort me. 5  You prepare a table before me
    in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
    my cup overflows. 6  Surely your goodness and love will follow me
 all the days of my life,
 and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
 forever. 2/26/25 To be shared with community group tonight: I know that we don’t have a lot of time so I will try my best to make this brief. Keyword-try. To my community group, my soon to be family in Christ: I first want to start off by saying thank you. I have so much I want to say to you, but we don’t have a lot of time. Time. There’s that word again. I’ll touch on that later. Josh and Mike, I want to encourage you (all of you really) for being so welcoming and understanding, not only to a repeat newcomer like me, but to everyone who crosses your path. I see you. I see all of you; although, I don’t say much (until now). And most importantly, God sees you and He wants you to know that He is so proud of each and every one of you. And He loves you (obviously) (lol). I could use scriptures to back it up, but I am still new to this (sort of) so I will speak what’s on my heart (the heart that God gave me) and I hope our words (God’s and mine) encourage you and in some way, heal the parts of you that are in need of a little extra love today. Because that is what you have done for me. You are helping me to heal my broken heart, my broken spirit. I know ultimately God gets all of the glory (as He should), but this is what God wants of his children. You are the human representation of God. Just like Jesus was the human embodiment of God. And He came to this earth, not only to die for our sins, but to lead by example (thanks Em, Mo and Gabi). And though none of us are perfect (like Jesus), we all fall short (‘The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak’); we are still called to lead by example. I am getting a little stuck on this part so I will say this: the sign at the entrance of our church: a church not for ourselves. That is it. And Emily Vogel said it best too. I have to paraphrase here, but she said if anyone asks who the leader of our church is it is not Tony (although, technically he is the pastor), but it is God. So again, a bit of encouragement, God sees the work that you are doing here in this ministry and He is proud of you and He loves you. Let that sink in for a moment. Okay, now back to me (just kidding). The details are an important part of my testimony, but again we do not have that much time. And now, I need to address time because it has come up a few times already as I have been writing to you. God’s time/timing is different than the time we go by here on earth. We all know this, it is even written in the scriptures, but I was not truly grasping it, not until recently and even more now as I am writing to you. I did not even plan on writing these words to you (not entirely), but God leads and I follow. If only I am quiet enough to hear Him speak. It is the same with my words. I have always had this gift. And it is not to boast to you, but that is what it is-a gift. A gift from God. I never saw it in that way before today. I am not proud to admit this to you but I have always felt that it was more of a curse. My heart/my capacity to love, the way I think, the way I view the world around me (seen and unseen), I saw it as a curse. And I regretted that God made me this way. I regretted that He even created me at all. I know it is wrong. I questioned the author and creator of life. And most nights, I prayed for Him to take my life back. God has the power to give life and to take it away. I was scared to take my own life. And it is not because I did not want to because believe me I did (what I really wanted was to LIVE). I wanted my suffering to end. Yet, the one thing that kept me here (on earth), my one saving grace is that God is with me (He is with us all) and I knew in my soul (because He made it known to me) that suicide is a sin. Even if I did not find a scripture to back it up (Lord knows I tried). I looked for a loophole and found none. And if I chose to end my life (ignoring His voice) and hell IS real then that is where I will end up. So even though the pain I felt inside of my heart was unbearable (because of all of the trauma and abuse) that I wanted to die. That belief (that suicide is a sin) is what saved me. God saved me. I am a child of God. And He has a plan for my life (for all of our lives) and that is why I am here today standing before you. Not because of me or anything that I did but because of God and His love for me (His love for all of us). This is for you God and I hope my life and testimony honors you and glorifies you. In September of 2004 (when I was 12 years old), Hurricane Ivan, a category 5 hurricane wreaked havoc on and tore through not only my homeland, but my family, my safe space/security and my anchor, my faith and hope in God. Soon after, I was diagnosed with psychosis and later, bipolar disorder. Again, the details matter. During the hurricane, that moment in time that altered and changed the course and trajectory of my life, there was hope. And that hope was in God. The moment I realized that we might all die by drowning due to the flood, I clung to God. It was the only thing I knew to do in that moment of fear and panic. And so, I took my little cousin’s hand in one hand and my twin sister’s in the other and I told them: let us pray and do not let go of my hands and do not stop praying until you see the water receding. We kept praying and praying, but the water kept on flooding in. It took what felt like an eternity. Yet, we still prayed and prayed and prayed. I then took the ultimate leap of faith and I prayed my own silent prayer to MY GOD. Because I thought I was going to die and so I made a vow, a promise to God that if He saved me, my foster family and everyone else on island that I would live my life for Him (I did not understand the weight of that promise then). It took a second, but the water stopped flooding in. It just stopped. And though it took a little while after that, eventually the water receded all together. It was a miracle, but I was too young to fathom it at the time. All I remember is not feeling afraid anymore and crying out to God in relief: Thank you Lord! I could finally breathe. I was so relieved and so thankful to God for saving us. And as I am writing this, I suddenly realize and I now understand that not only am I still here because of God’s promises to those who love Him, but it is also because of the covenant made with God twenty one years ago during one of the scariest moments of my life. And had I taken my own life, the promise/agreement would have never been fulfilled. God’s timing is perfect. Nothing is done before He wills it. Again, I want to say thank you to all of you, not only in our community group, but to my sisters, Em, Mo and Gabi who studied the Bible with me and put up with me when I would panic about the fear in my life (I was truly blinded by my fear), but also to Kate, who stayed on the phone with me last night for 3 hours while I was spiraling and trying to rationalize what everything that happened in my life means. Kate, thank you for your courage and your truth as it relates to your own mental health struggles. Your courage became my courage so thank you. There is a long list of people that I have to thank here at Broward church and others not in this church, but the universal message to all of you is this: each of you, in your own way helped me to fulfill the promise I made to God. Through your unending love, patience, understanding and humility. And I want to say thank you to my dad, Barry Victor Randall for loving me unconditionally and for accepting me wholeheartedly in spite of my mental illness. My dad is my hero just as Jesus is my hero. Papa, I know you can hear me: you are the best father I could have ever hoped for in this life. I would go through it all again just to find you. Both of you, but really, you both found me. And the pain and suffering I have endured for the last twenty one years of my life (even prior to that) is nothing compared to the pain and suffering that Jesus endured when He was crucified on the cross for our sins, but He did it anyway because He loves us. 1 John 4:19-We love because He first loved us. So to both of my dad’s, my earthly father and my heavenly one, I hope my testimony honors the both of you, I love you God and I love you papa. You gave me the greatest gift of all: love. You both brought me through the storm that was Hurricane Ivan and through every storm in my life thereafter, until God called you home (to Heaven). I pray that I will never forget the gift of love that you have given me. And though my dad is no longer here with me on this earth and he did not have a lot of riches in this life, he was rich in all of the ways that truly matter. His legacy will live on in me and that legacy is love. On earth just as it is in heaven. And God’s legacy lives on in me and in each and every one of His children. 1 Corinthians 13:13-Faith, hope & love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. My dream as a child was always to be with God in heaven. With my family and everyone I love. A place with no pain, no hate, no sorrow. Only love, joy and peace. God showed me heaven in my dreams, but I was too afraid to believe in it because of my fear. Fear of never being good enough to make it in to heaven. The fear of failure. Ever since I was diagnosed with psychosis, I always felt like I was in a dream. Even prior to the diagnosis, I always wanted to be up in the sky with God. Oh, how wonderful that would be! I was always a dreamer, but little did I know it is the dreams I believed in as a kid that would end up saving me. Psychosis is defined as being out of touch with reality. After Hurricane Ivan, my reality shifted and it was scary. Since my diagnosis, I still felt like I was in a dream, but it was more of a nightmare I could not wake up from. I never felt like life here on earth was real. I never felt like I belonged to this place, to this world and I did not know how to cope with the loss of losing the only home I had ever known. My childhood, my friends, my family all felt like it was taken away from me. Now, I see my diagnosis or illness or whatever you choose to call it, as a blessing. I also now see Hurricane Ivan as a blessing. Because it brought me to my real home (well at least the earthly one). It brought me to Plantation, Florida where I lived with my dad, Barry. And we developed a love and a bond that no one, but us understood because home is wherever you are. I believe this is parallel to the way God loves His children too. God is real and He loves us and Jesus is coming back for us. Thank you for helping me find my way back to Jesus and God. A church not for ourselves. To God be the glory! *** A prayer from 2/16/25 (some names and context were removed to respect the privacy of others) Dear God, The peace you have given to me when I set my eyes on you is incredible. I haven’t felt peace like it since I was a young girl living at 132 Palm Heights Drive. I remember one day sitting out on Papa’s and Mom’s back patio overlooking the canal in mom’s white, plastic chair that she’d play dominoes in (also another fond memory) and I’d tilt my head back and look up at the sky: that big, beautiful blue sky and the soft, bright white clouds. I remember looking at your creation and being in awe. I felt gratitude and peace. The calm, cool breeze. The soft, green grass. The way the sun shimmered and danced on the still canal waters. Time stood still for a moment and I wished that moment could last forever. I talked with you, with the beautiful universe you created. It was just you and me in that moment and your masterpiece and nothing else mattered. Thank you Lord for giving me a great childhood. I think you know I’d need it for the life that was yet to come. You are my anchor, my safe harbor, my lighthouse always guiding me back home to you, Lord. Thank you to my dad (who was also a BELIEVER). Psalm 23 was my favorite scripture/prayer as a child. He often reminded me of it. And to my Uncle Donnie and Aunt Annie who gifted me my first Bible as a little girl (a pink Precious Moments Bible). I also want to thank my mom who taught me about you. And my aunt too. A lot of transgressions have transpired between us since then, but I am eternally grateful to them for teaching me about the goodness of you Lord. I forgive them and anyone else in the family (and otherwise) for all of the wrongdoings and the hurt they’ve done to me. I am also not innocent and fought fire with fire, instead of turning the other cheek. I know I have to forgive others just as you have forgiven us. Please continue to work on my heart, Lord as I am not quite there yet. Looking back on it now in this moment as I write to you, I am reminded of the story of Joseph and how his brothers plotted against him and sold him into slavery. When he saw his brothers again, he told them he forgave them and that it wasn’t them who sold him to slavery, but it was God’s hand at work because it needed to happen for God’s purpose for Joseph to be fulfilled. In thinking of this example, I know that you, Lord had a hand in everything that I went through up until this point. Not only to teach me, but to lead me back to you for if I had a more privileged life and one without these struggles and pain, I wouldn’t have seeked you Lord. So I forgive everyone who has ever hurt me or done wrong to me. Including the hurt I’ve also caused myself. Thank you God for your Son, Jesus’ example. You really are all knowing and all powerful-omnipresent. I’m not angry anymore for the life that you’ve given me Lord. Please forgive me for I did not understand. I was angry with you for so long because of Hurricane Ivan in 2004, which completely uprooted/upended my life, but you had a different path for me to go on and a different plan for my life. You looked out for me. You brought me through the storm. I love you. I thank you. I praise you and I am amazed by you, Father. I pray that you speak through me to my mom. After praying and meditating with you this morning, I would like to reach out to her and thank her for teaching me about you and your Son. I fear that the conversation will turn sour just as it has always done. Please be with me and help me to remember Jesus’ teachings. James 1:19-let me be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry. Jeremiah 29:11-13-“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Then you will call on me and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you “declares the Lord” and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you “declares the Lord,” “and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile.” Thank you heavenly Father for all that you do. I pray all of these things in your name. Amen. _________________________________ Be the lighthouse, the beacon of hope for all of God’s children lost at sea trying to make their way through the many storms of life and bring them back home to Jesus. God does not give us anything more than we can handle. I am honored that God chose this life for me so that I may use my life to glorify Him. I represent not only my homeland of the Cayman Islands, a British overseas territory, but also the United States of America. God has heard the cries of ALL His children. And Jesus is coming back for us very soon. I love you Father with all that I AM. I AM honored that you chose me for this purpose. The worst is over. THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS NEAR GOD REIGNS!!! A UNITED KINGDOM FOR ALL OF GOD’S CHILDREN (NEAR OR FAR) Never give up on your dreams. “So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.” -F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby You never know what’s waiting for you on the horizon. Never ever give up on your dreams. Keep hoping, keep dreaming, keep praying for a better life for you, for your family, your children and your children’s children, for your people “tribe”, for your country. For the good of ALL those who love Him and are called according to His purpose. God wants all of His children from all of the nations united together under 1 KINGDOM=UNITED KINGDOM IN HEAVEN. IN GOD WE TRUST. WE ARE BETTER TOGETHER. I was given this card by someone long ago at a Calvary Baptist church in Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands. I do not know your name, but whoever you are, you reminded me to never let go of my dream (OUR DREAM). Thank you and may the Lord our God bless you and keep you always: FOLLOW YOUR DREAM Follow your dream Wherever it leads Don’t be distracted By less worthy needs… Shelter it, nourish it, Help it to grow Let your heart hold it Down deep Where dreams go. Follow your dream Pursue it with haste; Life is too precious, Too feeling to waste… Be faithful, be loyal, Then all your life through The dream that you follow Will keep coming true. Larry S. Chengges For my fellow dreamers: GOD IS LOVE. LOVE COVERS A MULTITUDE OF SIN. WE DID IT!!!! WE ARE ALL BLESSED. A prayer from 2/28/25: There is a quote that comes to mind: “A smooth sea never made a skillful sailor.” We are in uncharted territory and at times it can feel like there is no end in sight. We are in the midst of a terrible storm. And I know it’s scary, but remember that we have Jesus. He came before us to show us the way. He is the captain of our ship, the anchor of our souls and He will see us through to our new world, our forever home in Heaven. That is the promise for all who trust and believe in Him. Jesus, you are the way, the truth and the life. You are our moral compass, our true North and we trust and have faith in you completely. You are the King of kings and Lord over all. None can get to the Father except through you. Thank you for your sacrifice. We don’t deserve you. For the love and mercy that you have so graciously shown us, we humbly and obediently follow you. We will follow you to the ends of the earth, Lord. Your love knows no bounds-it is infinite. May we always remember to take up our crosses daily and follow you. To be fishers of men and do it gladly. We love you Lord. Thank you. Faithfully Yours, Vanessa Alexandria May Randall (Anderson)
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Vanessa Alexandria Anderson


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